So. The time has come to take a little break from this blog. The renewal of my hosting prompted me to think about why I still have this, and if I want to continue it. After much thought, I decided to swap hosts (thanks webbez) and keep this blog online, but take some time away from it.
My mind is a whirlwind of confused thoughts at the moment, and they are scattered like seeds in so many fields. I need some time, to get calm, to reflect, to think about the future and how I’d like it to be. I need an outlet, a place to spill my most private thoughts and fears, but that place isn’t here. Most probably it will be my trusty moleskine notebook, discarded so often but always eventually welcomed back into the fold, and confided in again. Because if I don’t write out some of my squillions of thoughts somewhere, the level will grow higher and higher, until my brain short-circuits under the pressure of them all.
And, it’s complicated, but for so many reasons, I just can’t write here. My thoughts aren’t bad, they’re just mine, and they need to remain private.
See you when I see you. And have a happy Christmas and a groovy new year! 
