Watch out ’cause it’s coming down again…

It’s really strange, I feel happy some days and I don’t think too much about introspective things or death or anything morbid, but I just realised, I really don’t believe I’m at all likable at all. Just a few weeks ago I kind of had that, the feeling of “I like me” not in a [...]

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Try

I was just remembering how K had abruptly left me alone a few years ago, and how he still forces his younger children to do onerous or annoying tasks, but not the older ones. It’s because he thinks I’ve grown up. He’s putting me in the same class as them. If only! I don’t feel [...]

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Loving this link!

Ha ha, have a look at this one: And I always knew Bush was a stingy moose…

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Very strange dreams

Last night I dreamed of a song, in its entirety, meleody, words, everything. It was something I learnt at the camp, and I was so suprised to hear myself and many others singing it in my dreams! The words are:
How could anyone ever tell youYou are anything less than beautiful?
How could anyone ever tell youYou [...]

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All hail the new ipod

Mmm. I know what I’d like for my birthday on August the 22nd 2004.  This. Actually, a job would be even better. Then I could just buy it myself.

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stupid flubbery words

Sometimes I feel so disapointed with the internet as a medium or arena for writing about my life. It’s like those classic “good” dreams – just as it’s getting really interesting, you wake up. Or rather, in my case, I’m constrained by the awareness that I just can’t write things here about other people when [...]

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nothing

When you are with me, I’m freeI’m careless, I believeAbove all the others we’ll flyThis brings tears to my eyesMy sacrifice
I just want to say hello againI just want to say hello again
Creed – my Sacrifice

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The first photo!

Digital cameras are great, aren’t they? )

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After the party

Hughh… Very tired, have mild sunburn, little headache. Excellent day though. Report soon. Wow. Arvil Lavigne, Lenny Kravitz. Yay.

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Yippie, we’re going to Party in the Park!

Just got the tickets today. It was really interesting, had to go to central London before midday, and finally located the building a few minutes before twelve! I felt like I might be bundled into a sack and sold to Korea as a sex slave, but it was okay. After going through lots of doors [...]

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