I. Go. Tomorrow. Sorry for the melodramatic typing, but that is just how my brain is actually speaking right now. Whew… I’m tired out from being stressed and I wish my head would stop humming. AND I’m not even packed yet!! *sobs*. I almost am though, and have to admit I can’t wait to go. [...]

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John said in an email to Mum that she can ask M if she’d like her to visit. He said it would be better to phone first to see if she was okay with it, as she wouldn’t see him at all. I feel all “reeling” as if I’ve been given back to me someone [...]

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Do you ever wish you could just transfer the contents of your brain, your thoughts and feelings, onto a blank page and it would all be already written and you wouldn’t have to… to do anything? I kind of wish that. A bit like Dumbledore’s Pensive, where he put his more worrying thoughts to look [...]

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HELP! I leave in one week and I haven’t packed anything, have made only the most sketchy kind of lists, and am starting to PANIC!!! My mum was sighing at me last night, asking why I “always do this” – that is, get into a flap and lose my head after weeks of pretending the [...]

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Yes, okay okay, so I got jealous of Cocokat’s new template and decided to change mine too. I am childish, slap my hand.
It’s good though isn’t it? ))

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It’s raining outside, that horrible misty rain that isn’t really exciting, just depressing. It feels properly autumn now… I’ve just realised I’m going to Poland in under three weeks, and have started to panic mildly. Must make a list of what to take… Hmmm…
I must be really naughty, I put my first MP3 online today. [...]

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I just realised that no-ones life is ever perfect, and that in life, there IS no point when you can say “That’s it, I’ve arrived. Everything is just how I want it to be” because life is constantly changing, sometimes getting better but then getting worse, there should never be a time when a [...]

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Strange day. Apparantly it’s a full moon, according to my mum anyway. That might explain a few things. Not that anything’s really been happening – there’s just a funny atmosphere sort of pervading everything and tangling up in my brain. All day I’ve been tripping over things, dropping things and going into a room only [...]

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Yay Yay Yay!!! Alex won Fame Acadamy!!!!! Hurrah… Now Cornwall will be famous hopefully ) Ohhhh, I’m so glad she won, she REALLY deserved to. Here’s the Fame Acadamy web site for anyone who wants to join in gloating.

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Tonight was really interesting. Mum’s friend John was giving a lecture/talk thing on Spirituality in the Methodist church, and had asked me to help him by collecting the money. Not many people came, but I wasn’t expecting any really ) I was so pleased for him, and the talk was really interesting. It did [...]

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